I wish...

Song of this post:
Florian Ostertag - Africa I Come

I wish I didn't miss her as much as I do. At least I wouldn't keep cutting myself on the memories of her each and every night.
Though on the other hand I guess the fact that I do miss her this much, even 2 months after the breakup, the fact that I long to be with her, see her, talk to her, hold her, smell her, kiss her, I guess that also means that I really am in love.

I wish loving her didn't hurt so much...

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