Suicidal tendencies

Song of the day:
Eins Zwo - Danke, gut!

I think if it could, my body would abandon me; at least that's what it feels like right now.
After taking a long walk along one of the lakes around lunchtime, I spent pretty much the entire afternoon torturing myself in the gym. After roughly two and a half hours of weight training, I decided I'd finally try out one of the endurance programs the gym offers .. and spent the next 60 minutes desperatly gasping for air, trying to keep up with everyone else's speed. My physical constitution is way worse than I realized. But it was well worth it: I was the only guy in the entire room, with about 35 adorably cute and well-trained (and well-proportioned!) girls. And everyone was smiling at me, which was motivating enough by itself to keep going even though all my body wanted to do was collapse. 'Mind over body' is a fascinating thing, really...

Afterwards, I kept on smiling until I reached the locker room, where I let my body have its way and collapsed on the bench, kept lying there for a few minutes, dragged myself to the showers and collapsed again under the warm water. It felt fantastic nevertheless. :)

It's been way overdue that I physically exhausted myself like this, and I can already feel sleep creeping up on me. I definitely won't have trouble sleeping this night.
Tomorrow afternoon, I'm planning to go to that endurance training again. It'll damn sure take my mind off work, maybe function as a mild stress-reliever, and it'll just as surely help me finding restful sleep at night.

And that's where I'm headed now.

Ta-taa!

P.S: 5 days 'til Bonn. Can't wait for it!